Yes, I do understand that. I think a lot of my angst comes from the fact I do want it to be the show for me, and how close it is to being that. It has 95% of what I want and 5% that makes me always nervous. But if I didn't feel that way I could be more zen about it, like other TV I watch when I don't have those expectations and just enjoy the parts of it I like without thinking too much about the other parts.