Yeah, I understand that - I recall seeing that on your LJ and I get the disheartening nature of the whole thing so I wouldn't blame you if you never went back, but OMFG VIDDINGSES! But also, this is why I don't clip. ;) Maybe start with a smaller, more source-specific idea? But then, you also really need to start with the idea you are most excited about. Like you said, maybe later. I shall hope! :)