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Okay. Massive spoilers within, obviously. The non-spoilery version of this being, despite the fact there were many, many excellent things about that episode, one of the major twists really did not work for me much at all yet it seems to be best beloved by many excellent people on my flist whose opinions I respect, and I would really VERY MUCH like to love it to.



River Song = Melody Pond?

...eh.

I want to love it. I really, really want to love it. I get that it ties Amy and Rory into the mythology in a really powerful way. As much as it could potentially make Amy's relationship even with her own kid non-Bechdel-test-passing, it could equally create a Bechdel-test passing relationship between Amy and River where one did not previously exist.

I love found families and unconventional families. The idea, in theory, of a back-to-front nuclear family that raise each other in the wrong order and serve different roles at different times, is absolutely lovely. But there's an imbalance of power here.

Which brings us to the core of my disconcerting reaction to the revelation. The reason I could ship Doctor/River when I couldn't manage it for most other ships, was that her independence and the method through which they seemed to conduct their relationship, was a massive leveler for that imbalance. It's why I so strongly disliked the idea that he had met her as an "impressionable young girl".

It remains to be seen how it will all play out - admittedly, it seems she rather tragically spends the first seven or so years of her life stuck in a spacesuit, raised by creepy aliens she can't see, and I don't think that can be undone because of crossing timestreams. Which you know, in itself is pretty fucking tragic, but the point is, okay, we don't know how it'll play out, but the fact remains that...River grew up to marry her mother's best friend?

Amy once snogged her son-in-law?

A large part of River and the Doctor's epic timey-wimey romance occurs in front of her parents?

What does this herald for Amy and Rory? River gets an exciting, crazy, space-adventure life. But what about her parents? Do they get to raise her? If so OR if not, the fact that the Doctor will one day marry their child means that continuing to tote his future wife around near him as an infant is probably eventually going to get creepy, so...are they equipped to go off and have their own exciting lives, or is it a classic Who goodbye; sorry Amy, your daughter's the one who got the golden ticket?

There's a part of me that appreciates that Amy's first reaction to meeting her own kid back in the Angels episodes is, HOLY SHIT SHE'S AWESOME. And there's a part of me that likes that River is, much as Amy, inappropriately sexually forward in front of people such as parents. And there's a part of me that likes that Amy and Rory's kid is clearly gonna turn out to be pretty kickass. But there's also a part of me that dislikes stuff like the way River's caring and lack of rivalry with Amy that was so lovely is now probably going to be interpreted after the fact by some people not as "look, women don't always fight!" but rather as, "aaaah, so that's why they didn't catfight!"

Part of me likes the way River gets to be Timelordy and awesome (even though "cooking a Timelord" really, really DOES NOT make sense), but another part of me is like, wait, I liked River kind of because she was her own brand of awesome. I don't really need genetics to explain why she can pilot the TARDIS or keep up with the Doctor. Although equally on the flip side, it does level the playing field a little in terms of the way the Doctor's potentially exploitative status as an uncle figure is now shaping up. One thing I hadn't really considered until writing this (so hey, it's helped a little already!) is that if she is partly Time Lordish and with that has the ability to view time in that way and that intelligence and perspective, maybe the Doctor is the only other person who can keep up with her, and I guess it leaves space to have her as a big part of the show's continuing mythology in the decades to come if she can have earlier regenerations (although for serious, let's keep Alex Kingston AS LONG AS POSSIBLE), so there may have been a structural incentive for Moffat to give her that ability.

Though it also makes her death - which she specifically states the Tenth Doctor couldn't survive via regeneration - more tragic somehow. IDK, the motivations are the same - she was preserving her own life and experiences, but it seems like...I dunno. Loss. Even more than before, though I suppose that's the point. Stupid stuck-in-a-computer.

Finally, I really did like that the episode called out the way the Doctor's behaviour and where it would ultimately lead, and, in fact, where it did lead. Melody was specifically taken to get to the Doctor. River herself seeming genuinely angry with him, as much as she clearly also loves him, quite possibly for the loss of the life she could have had but now won't, although equally we know that she will die to keep her life from changing.

That River (as opposed to Melody - the girl who could have been), is a direct consequence of the Doctor's fuck up, and that she could not have been that person/that consequence, if she were not the child of people the Doctor loved already - if she were not someone the Doctor would have already loved - is at least preferable, to me, to her simply being their normal child who the Doctor later marries.

It doesn't exactly make it less weird, but it at least brings the weirdness more to the forefront and makes it more acknowledged.

But, I dunno.

All the excuses of, "but she's a great actress and knew she couldn't tell anyone!" doesn't really remove the fact that I'm upset she doesn't do more to acknowledge Amy and Rory when they don't know her. I do get that the Doctor already knows something's up there so she can tease him, whereas Amy and Rory don't. And River does try in the Library episodes, not to tease him where possible in places. And here, in an earlier version of her, perhaps the first time she has had to meet her father and call him "Rory" whereas later she's used to it. But even if it's practically explicable, it doesn't change the fact I feel shortchanged. It's gonna be weird watching older episodes now. It's just...gonna be weird. And creates a "my love life is allllll" feeling that I never used to get from her, because before she had this whole life, and right now it happened to be with the Doctor, but instead now, she's also kind of...ignoring her mum? IDK.

It's like, she's Melody AND Regenerating Girl AND the Doctor's Wife, and I kind of wish she'd just been two of those three things and it would have been better even?

As you can see I'm...not freaking out or declaring All To Be Fail.

But I am confused.

I feel like I'm on a ridge and on one side, I can fall over into, "I do not care, I am just going to love it on its own terms," and on the other side is, "Oh dear god what was that it's all weird and icky now and what did they do to her and why can't she just be River Song!" And right here on this ridge is an odd place of disconnected zen?

What I think I want is to be able to love it as deadly serious crack. But I'm not sure it's not just...crack.

SO PLEASE, MY FELLOW FANS, EXPLAIN TO ME WHY THIS IS AWESOME.

I'm deadly serious, here. I'm not being sarcastic or anything. I am genuinely confused about how I feel, and I would genuinely prefer to have my Come to Jesus River moment and get over this thing and make a shitload of vids and write meta and LAUGH about all this come September.

SAVE ME.

2/2 EPIC COMMENT

Date: 2011-06-14 05:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] beccatoria.livejournal.com
I think that Frost!Fair!River is the earliest we've seen her (err, as an adult), because of her reaction to Rory, which is much more practiced later in her timeline. I think this is probably not the first time she's met him as a young man while she's an adult too, but it probably IS the first time he hasn't recognised her as his daughter and that throws her. I also think that - again wild theories - it makes more sense if this is before the Pandorica as it explains why River takes Roman!Rory in her stride. She already knows that the Doctor sometimes makes him dress as a Roman and might have been inclined to assume that his participation in the Legion at Stonehenge was part of some crazy Doctor-related scheme and didn't question it. Again because I don't like the idea of her knowing all along that they were all autons and simply lying her way through events she already knows about via hearsay and spoilers in order to maintain a timeline; it renders it emotionally fairly hollow. That's also something I think has a bigger chance of being deliberate (Moffat making sure River already knew about Rory the Roman, I mean).

ANYWAY, with that in mind, I don't necessarily think that we can reliably place Demon's Run anywhere in her timeline simply by way of checking whether or not she's made portentuous mention of it being around the corner, if she already knows the rough outline of events and their placement in the Doctor's timeline (as he does for the Singing Towers in River's). In which case, based on her dress and possession of the Vortex Manipulator, I would very tentatively place it after Day of the Moon but before Time of Angels. It could just be a favourite dress that she ferries between her cell and the TARDIS, but it is what she's wearing at the end of Day of the Moon and she did pick it up in the TARDIS during that episode.

So my current River timeline, that I'm also unsure of is:

Baby Melody on Demon's Run --> Frost!Fair River and Rory in Stormcage --> Pandorica episodes --> Silence episodes --> River as an adult on Demon's Run --> Angels episodes --> Singing Towers --> Library episodes.

OTHER THINGS: I'm positive it's not a coincidence that the TARDIS, source of her superpowers, is destroyed the day before she is due to be conceived. Moffat's even said that why that day is a very valid question to ask. I'm also sure that even if there is the double meaning of "might warrior", River Song does indeed have a PhD. She says to Rory that she's a doctor of archology and I'm inclined to take that at face value!

Regarding the Moffat narrative experience, I think that if it's good, whether I think it's impressive if you have all the cards beforehand will depend on how impressive I think the cards are? I agree that it's nervewracking, and at a similar point in the last season I was...much more lukewarm to the season too, and it was really only the final two-parter that convinced me that the whole thing held together beautifully as a story arc, so I want to remain open to the possibility this will do that too? But I also keenly fear that if not, he's stretched out the disappointment for a year instead of three months, which is annoying as hell. And a lot of the clever retcon seems to rely on "she was lying," for River which...isn't very clever. Or rather, could have been better executed.

FINALLY, YAY FOR FREE TIME! I actually emailed you earlier about something and YES I got your comments and loved getting them but I've been in a bit of a stressed out/weirdly avoidant state lately due to RL crap so I'm really behind on answering stuff. :(

In sum, let's hope it all ties together come Autumn?

Re: 2/2 EPIC COMMENT

Date: 2011-06-16 08:53 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] cyborganize.livejournal.com
Yes, your difficulty with River potentially shooting herself is why I think there MUST be some reason why she remembers little of the events surrounding her time with the Silence. Although you made admirable attempts to explain it! But it just makes far more emotional sense, as you say, if she doesn't know it's her (whether due to amnesia or borked timelines).

I was just reading a theory that, based on cues in AGMGTW, RORY is the "good man" that River kills. It's compelling, so now I'm not sure WHAT to think about the shooting. Argh.

I am intrigued by the notion that the Frost Fair may be the earliest River we've seen. It would work except for the fact that she looks up Demons Run in the diary, which until now has chronicled only things in her past. So if earlier River does have Demons Run written down, someone must have spoiled her very deliberately, which is circuitous? I suppose both could be explained at once when we learn why the Doctor has summoned her to 1969.

Re: 2/2 EPIC COMMENT

Date: 2011-06-16 10:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] beccatoria.livejournal.com
It’s interesting, the Rory theory’s been around for a long time, actually – since before he was in any way known to be related to her. The kind of think people come up with by thinking of “another good man” on the show and coming up with Rory. Which of course made zero sense, until he turned out to be her dad. So yeah, now I’m not sure what to think either, though given how often Rory dies, would we really believe River to be his ultimate killer anymore than a man who can regenerate?

I’m also not sure I’m ready to give up the notion that she kills the Doctor but I’m preparing myself for it, and if I can get over the crack of River being Rory’s daughter, then okay, if she’s not going to kill the Doctor, a good story about how and why she kills her own father might be, well, good? We’ll see?

As to someone having spoiled her for Demon’s Run – well, someone quite obviously has, otherwise how does she know to turn up there and say that stuff when she does? It’s not something that happens organically within the scope of the episode. So either purposely or accidentally, someone spoiled her at some point. Whether that happened five minutes before she arrived or years before is the question, though.

Again, I think the Doctor’s knowledge of the Singing Towers is a good point of comparison. Would he have put that in the diary he had in that diner in the season opener?

I don’t know, otherwise I’m having trouble explaining why River is so thrown by Rory not recognising her during the Frost Fair scene when an apparently earlier version of her at Demon’s Run takes it totally in her stride. Again that could be explained because, even if it did come before the Frost Fair, obviously she knew the purpose of her visit before she arrived (including breaking the news to her parents). But that seems emotionally less satisfying somehow? I dunno. THOUGHTS.

I am 100% convinced, though, that River must be spoiled for Demon’s Run. I also think that the outfit she’s wearing might be important. She’s never worn less than two separate outfits within the space of a single adventure, and often it’s way more than that. It’s become one of the tics of her character, and she’s never recycled a costume before on the show. That makes me think it’s not just an irrelevant costuming choice?

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